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Sep. 7th, 2006 @ 11:11 pm Sad, but okay
Current Mood: Emo
Hmm, today was alright. Had Phsyics. I am so happy that I understand how to add vectors by components. Had a fairly awesome lab, anything that involves shooting a projectile has to be awesome right? What sucks is that I have to shell out 40 dollars for a lab book, after I paid 170 dollars to buy the text book itself. Such is college right? What sucks though is that I've had to use most of the money I've earned so far at my job for that plus fingerprinting I had to get done a month ago so I can substitute teach. I hate how expensive the world is.

Enough about money ranting and into something else. I am so sad that Janelle finally left Big Brother. As you may know it's one of my most favourite shows ever, and Janelle is my favourite contestant ever. At least she gets the consolation 25k by being the viewers favourite. Now I get to watch the disgusting Erika and Booger make out till Tuesday. I thank the gods I didn't actually buy the feeds.

I put my mood as emo today. Well, mostly cause I was a bit depressed this morning, don't know why, just was. And then Janelle getting booted made it worse. Also, the next episode of Emo Rangers is coming, so its a valid reason to be emo too. Also, someone has been telling me I'd make a great Goth, so why not live up to expectations. :p

Hmm, what else to write... Meh, I have class in the morning so should go to sleep soon, yay for Intro to Education and Creative Writing. Learn how to make students lives emo and angst filled poetry. I guess my mood may be just the same tomorrow, and ugh, work too. Guess I'll get going for sleepy time.
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emo
Sep. 4th, 2006 @ 09:22 pm Blast from the past!
Current Mood: okay
Current Music: Blurry Eyes- L'arc en Ciel
Woo...

Talk about coming back to something after a really damn long time. Seriously, last post was in January of '05.

So much to talk about, lots has happened. Mostly that I've graduated high school and I also got my AA degree... So much that it'd take me forever to write it all out, heh.

Hmm, so whats going on now. I'm currently taking classes to raise my GPA before I transfer to a university. My dad is unemployed, I'm working at a market research place where I do phone surveys...

Still no boyfried, which sucks. Got some guys I like, but doubt they like me as much as I do them.

Hmm, guess I don't have all that much to say right now... heh. Bye.
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perfectguy
Jan. 12th, 2005 @ 01:16 am Life can be hell, can't it?
Current Mood: tired
Current Music: Here's to the Night- Eve 6
I really should get in a habit in posting to this daily. Can you believe it's been more then six months since I first got the website up? Neither can I! Now that I am in my second half of my senior year, life is getting hectic. I'm sorry to say this, but I have to put the RotNM canon story on the sidelines for a little bit. Although I doubt anyone actually reads this, I'm letting you know.

I have to work on a portfolio of different writings for a contest I plan on entering. I would use material from RotNM, but it'd be a bit controversial. Plus, it's based on copyrigthed material, that might cause some problems since I have to sign a release saying they could publish it, and well, it's just a mess after that. I hope I do well, there's only 12 people or so competing in my school for a chance to go to the county level, so it shouldn't be that bad. I have to include one non-fiction report, which of course is my weak point. It's 3-5 works. I'll probably include one poem. Something that includes shounen-ai(Have to stay true to my writing roots), maybe a story set in one of the sci-fi worlds I have. I don't know what I'm going to do yet.

In other stuff, it so totally sucked at school today because I had my watch stolen. I'm just grateful they didn't take my cellphone or calculator.

While I wish I could stay up and write my emotions all night long, sleep does call and I have school in the morning.

Ja ne!
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emerald1
Dec. 8th, 2004 @ 07:29 pm Once again, Neglect is Abuse
Current Mood: indifferent
Current Music: Full Moon Sway- Koyuki and Maho, BECK
            I am so sorry that I've ignored this for so long. I feel so bad about it. A lot has happened over the last couple of months and I'm not really up to recalling it all here. I've been busy at school and other things. I've been working on chapter two of RotNM and have decided to post the first part of it here. It's only an early draft so it's not perfect. Enjoy!

                    Chapter 02- A Tidal Wave of Emotions. Dylan's Dreams Come True. 

            “Come on, Dylan. It’s been two days,” Erika McKenna said to her friend who was lying face down on his bed.

            “I know, Erika, it’s just that... it’s that I can’t stop thinking about it,” he replied dully as he played with the blanket.

            “Why not?” Erika asked, looking at her green hair in the mirror on the far side of his room.

            “Jared’s in them, that’s why,” he said.

            “That’s the guy you kissed right?” Erika asked, turning to look at him.

            “Yep, that’s the guy alright,” Dylan said as he buried his face into the bed.

            “Why is that such a big problem?” the girl asked as she walked over to the bed and sat next down to the brunet. “What happens in it?”

            “He... he turns into monster that attacked me,” he said softly.

            “Aww, no wonder you haven’t been able to sleep,” she said as she rubbed his back. She then asked, “Why are you still dreaming of it if the creature was destroyed as you said?”

            “I don’t know,” he said, “but it is still there, haunting me.”

            “Perhaps you could talk to one of the counsellors at school?” Erika asked him.

            “What good will that do?” he asked, turning over to look at his friend. “They’ve already announced their version of what happened,” he said.

            “Hey, if it helps, I believe you,” Erika said, smiling at Dylan.

            “I know,” he said. “Thanks.”

            “Anytime,” she said. “Come on, we need to go out somewhere and have some fun, perhaps find you a nice guy to date.”

            “I’m not sure,” he said. “I don’t think I could go out with someone else right now. I really like Jared.”

            “I wish he’d show more interest in you, but he’s attached to Micol’s hip,” Erika said. “It’d take an act of God to make him leave her.”

            “That’s real encouraging,” Dylan said, pulling a pillow over his face.

            “I’m sorry,” Erika said, “but it’s the truth.”

            “I wish it wasn’t,” he said.

            “You know what I wish?” the girl asked, grinning widely.

            “What?”

            “That you’d get over this!” she said before she started tickling the other teen’s sides. Dylan let out a gasp of shock as he tried to bat away his friend’s hands.

            “Hey, come on, that’s not fair!” he said, laughing.

            “Come one, let’s go,” she said as she pulled the pillow off of his face.

            “I don’t want to,” he said. Erika put her hands on her hips.

            “I don’t believe you,” she said, causing the boy to smile. “See! Your smile is giving you away.” She let out a gasp when Dylan pulled her down next to him.

            “Alright, alright,” he said. “I’ll go with you.”

            “What do you want to do?” she asked him.

            “Hmm... how about DiAngelo’s?” he asked.

            “That sounds great!” exclaimed Erika as she rolled off the bed and stretched.

            “I’ll race you to the door!” Dylan said as he jumped off the bed and shot past Erika.

            “Hey, no fair!” the girl called out as she chased after him

            Dylan took the stairs two at a time. Maybe I should just let myself get over Jared, he thought. Erika’s right. I won’t get him, but at least she won’t worry if I act happy. When he reached the bottom, he ran across the foyer and pulled open the front door.

            “Jared?” he asked.
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emerald1
Sep. 17th, 2004 @ 11:29 pm Quickie
Current Mood: tired
Just a quick update. It's late and I have a lot to do tomorrow. I did a small update to the page which I haven't uploaded yet, but it will be soon. I've started working on Jared Mikaia's profile as they need to be done eventually. Not sure how long it'll take.

I am so estatic that we are actually going to have a normal weekend without any storms to worry about. It's so nice to not have to think about them.

That's all for now. See ya later!
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xander
Sep. 16th, 2004 @ 03:44 pm Just another day...
Current Mood: calm
Current Music: Why Not- Hilary Duff
Still no real update on RotNM.

My life is doing okay. I am really starting to fall for Austin. It really doesn't help that I have 3 classes with him. He is just so cute, and funny too. Today in AP Envrion, we were doing a lab, he and I were going to be partners, but he had to finish something up so our teacher, Mrs. Goodwin forced him to work with someone else as I continued on my own. It kinda annoyed me as I really would of enjoyed working close to him. I'm thinking about directing him to maybe my website for RotNM which would lead here so he could read some of the stuff I write. It still wouldn't be a direct me coming up and saying I like him though. I get so nervous about the stuff.

I'm not sure if he even knows I like him. Heck, I don't even know if he's bi. He wears these great shirts that aren't quite long enough so when he sits down you can see his butt and when he stretches you can see his stomach. *Sighs* I can only dream right now I guess.

My school has spirit week this week. The seniors are getting their asses kicked just cause we are half the size of the freshmen class. We are less then 400 strong while they have 780! We are trying our best, but it is not enough. I personally feel that dress up days should be scored by percentage of class that does them, not the number who does it in each class. Would be a lot more fair. I'm glad that I get out of P.E. for a pep rally tomorrow.

Speaking of P.E. God I hate jocks. There is one in my team sports class who believes he knows everything. Oh how people can be so delusional of their own self. We were playing tennis a couple of weeks ago. I was in a match against him and I served. The ball would of been out of the target box, but the guy's parntner hit it so he wouldn't have to run. The rules are that in that case the point would of been my teams, but no. Just cause it was going to go out meant that it was to them. I aquiesced and eventually lost the match. Of course he hasn't liked me since because I didn't bow down and treat him like a diety.

Being a Floridian is so much fun. So far there's been Bonnie, Charley, Frances, and Ivan. Jeanne is going to get close and possibly go over the state, also we aren't far off from having a Karl who'll most likely enter the Gulf which is always bad because it gaurentees a landfall. My school has already missed 3 days cause of Charley and Frances. If we miss a fourth day, we have to start making them up. I'm just praying that they won't take our wednesday for Thanksgiving cause it would make my visit up to Cameron shorter.

So that's my life, school, guys, hurricanes and idiots. I need an escape, which RotNM was supposed to be. Hopefully I'll get back to it more soon.

Oh, tonights the premier of Survivor. It's like the biggest night of the week, closely followed by the sadening departure of Nakomis of Big Brother 5. When I got home today and realised that it was on, I was like "Survivor," real loud. I am such a girl sometimes.

I'm thinking of putting up a journal on livejournal for my characters in RotNM just so you can see some of their life through their eyes and emotions. Would only be as fast as I write the story, or perhaps they'd occur before the RotNM timeline. Ah, who cares, I need to focus on the actual story.

Keeping to that, I'm saying this is the end to a very long post, see y'all tomorrow. May Gion's shining light be with you in your dreams.
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emerald1
Sep. 12th, 2004 @ 03:36 pm Back!
Current Mood: pleased
Current Music: Stakeout by Freezepop
Well, so much has happened since I last posted. Frances came and went and now Ivan is going to pass by. I was also in the World of Warcraft stress test beta so that was 10 days where I barely did anything else but that game.

It's all done now so I can focus on getting back to writing. RotNM has been neglected for so long. Although I might do a sidetrack after I finish chapter two(Hopefully soon) and write a short story about another world, not Sailormoon related. It wouldn't take long and would be a set up for another story world I might delve into after RotNM.

I'm also providing a link to this journal on the official RotNM website, which as a reminder is at http://www.tsukinohime.net/~rotnm. Well, that's all for now, time to get writing.
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emerald2
Aug. 19th, 2004 @ 10:26 pm Neglect is abuse.
Current Mood: bouncy
Current Music: The Panic by Strata
I've been neglecting you lately. Life is so busy with Scouts and 4 AP classes. I'm excited today cause I only had one period of homework compared to my normal 3 or 4.

I had a nice long 3 hour nap today cause I have P.E. 6th and it just drains me. It was good though.

Charley came and went and we got barely anything.

What else has happened? Well, there is this really cute guy in 3 of my classes in a row named Austin Hutchinson. I'm not sure if he is gay, I hope he's at least bi. Well that's it for today.

Oh, I also did a bit on RotNM, so Yay!
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xander
Aug. 9th, 2004 @ 07:02 am Almost time!
Current Mood: anxious
Ok, I have to leave for the bus anytime now, so excited. I'm just wondering what is going to happen. Is the day going to be all right? Will I be able to print my assignments in time? I hope so. You'll get a full days report after I get home.
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xander
Aug. 8th, 2004 @ 10:42 pm Anxiety and more Anxiety.
Current Mood: anxious
Current Music: Chinese Sailormoon Theme
Well, this might be my last entry before school starts. I am so happy that I got my summer assignments done! It's so shibby! Well, as you can see, the anxiety is building quickly. I was like this last year too, but oh well, I hope I can sleep tonight. I'm going to be a senior finnally, after 12 years I am here baby!

I'm full of energy as I just dinged 52 with Jaqulin on EQ. One level closer to the top.

I'm not sure what's going to happen with AP Environmental Science as I didn't get the assignment done for that class, but I did get the rest. Although I have to print it out at school. Ok, see ya later!
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emerald1
Aug. 8th, 2004 @ 04:26 pm Life is Hell
Current Mood: depressed
Well, my dad just made me feel like crap. I almost want to not do my assignments and say "Hah! If you were nicer, maybe I would of fucking done them!" I hate him so much sometimes. God he makes me so angry!
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emerald2
Aug. 8th, 2004 @ 02:43 pm One essay down, feels like a million to go.
Current Mood: determined
Current Music: Halloween Theme
Okay, I have the first essay about Tess of the D'Urbervilles done. Now I have to do one on the Bluest Eye by Toni Morrison. I'm having trouble thinking up enough material to write atleast two whole pages about it. I can't forget the AP Enviro and Statistics assignments that I still have to finish. I will get it done. I can't get weak this close to being done. I really need to get English done or else I'll fail first quarter. Talk to you later.
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xander
Aug. 7th, 2004 @ 11:17 pm Done the book.
Current Mood: accomplished
All righty then. I'm done reading Tess of the D'Urbervilles now. Such a sad ending. Great book though and I'd recommend it to anyone. Now I just got to write the two 2-3 page essays for it in one day. Joy oh joy. Well, good things are that calculus is done and Statistics is soon to join it. I have that AP Enviro one which I'll probably only get half done unless I want to be dirty and get the summaries of the books I need to read off the net.

But tomorrow is the last day of summer. I can't believe school is here already. It's so exciting. Friends, classmates, getting to rub it in everyone's faces that I got a 4 on the AP American History Exam. Just sad that I won't be in chorus, but I will live on and I know I can have a great year this year. Yeah, the song, This Year by the A*Teens should be playing right now as it's going to be my anthem.

Cam is kinda sad that I said I'm really considering going to Vanderbilt in Nashville Tennessee if I get in. He wants me to go to a school in Georgia. As this is the first time I've mentioned him, let's just say that he is a really good friend of mine when I use to live in North Georgia. We were in chorus together in 7th and 8th grades.

I'm not sure. It'd be nice to go back to Georgia as it was the place that felt most like home for me and I loved it there even though a lot of hard things happened there. A lot of bad memories. It's gotten better in recent years, but it still hurts sometimes.

But now I'm rambling. Back to school starting. Yay! I can't wait to get to talking to everybody and asking what they did during the summer. I have 4 AP exams to take in May, kind of frightening really.

But, I'm done for now so see ya!
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emerald1
Aug. 6th, 2004 @ 10:17 pm 2 Days Left.
Current Mood: anxious
Current Music: Jurrasic Park Theme
Two days left until the school year officially starts for me. The best thing about it is that it looks like I'll get my assignments done, at least Stat English and Calculus. I don't really care about AP Enviro right now. The Statistics project actually is getting interesting.

Okay, not much else I want to say right now, so see y'all tomorrow.
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emerald2
Aug. 4th, 2004 @ 05:49 pm Getting Along...
Current Mood: apathetic
Current Music: Yanni-Rites of Passage
Okay, let me go into greater description of what's happened lately. I went to my school yesterday to register, basically get my schedual, buy yearbook, fix problems. Well, it turns out that I had to chose between AP Calculus, and chorus. Passion or my Future. In the end, I chose Calculus. It felt to me to be the hardest decision of my life. I had gone through the summer thinking, I'll have chorus this year, everything will be great. Well, it was crushed in just an hour's time. It also turns out to my father's dismay that I wouldn't be able to take Driver's Ed. as well as the only elective period I had didn't have a Driver's Ed class.

I know I have to push on and I will. I did cry a bit at the time, but there is always a tomorrow. I'll survive. Now I just need to finish my assingments which doubled in one day, do I hate the universe sometimes.

Here is my Schedual-
AP Calculus AB
AP Statistics
AP English Literature(English IV)
AP Enviromental Science
Honors Economics/Honors U.S. Government
Weight Training/Possibly Creative Writing
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xander
Aug. 3rd, 2004 @ 10:34 am And so it is...
Current Mood: depressed
Current Music: Yami no Yurikago- FFVI
Well, I went to registration, and everything that could go wrong with my schedual went wrong. First, Chorus and AP Calculus were both in the same period, so came the toughest descision I've ever made. In the end, I chose Calculus. I am devastated about it, but I know I must push on and I can't let it affect me. It should be better this year as it was of my own choice. This is it for now.
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emerald1
Aug. 3rd, 2004 @ 08:39 am School Registration
Current Mood: anxious
Current Music: Five for Fighting- 100 Years
Well, today is school registration and I finnaly get to know what classes I have. I really hope they haven't mangled it all to pieces like they have done for the 2 years prior to this. If there is no chours, it'd be the worst dissapointment I've had in a long time, probably since I found out it was gone last year. But this time would be worse as we were told that there was definatly going to be one.

Well, I'm about to leave, tell you what happens later. Bye!
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emerald2
Aug. 1st, 2004 @ 08:30 pm The book is coming along
Current Mood: determined
Current Music: Si Exceptionnel by Andrée Watters
Tess of the D'Urbervilles takes a while to read, although it's a better story to me then most late 19th century english authors. I am determined to get that book done because I want to do well this year in school and failing a quarter would be devastating.

I have registration on the 3rd which is going to be when the pressure is starting to get heavy. But a good thing is that in my calculus assingment, a part of it was dropped so yay! there.

I watched Hellboy last night and let me tell you, that movie is great. It deals with the occult and many other things that made it great. Was very funny in many places as well.

If you haven't guessed, that means there has been nothing done with RotNM this week, but rest assured, that I will get back on it once I have my summer assignments done. So see ya for now!
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xander
Jul. 31st, 2004 @ 11:26 am School Starting Soon.
Current Mood: scared
Current Music: Kyo
Well, summertime is starting to wind down and I start school again in a week. I am such a procrastinator as I still have to read and book and then write two 2-3 page reports by the 9th, and I also have to do a calculus assignment.

This means I've decided to basically halt my online life until I complete these assignments as if I don't do the english one, I'll automatically fail the first quarter. It's so scary.

Well, that's it's for now and the next time you're likely to see me, is when I have all my summer work done. Wish me luck!
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emerald2
Jul. 29th, 2004 @ 05:26 pm First Post
Current Mood: okay
Current Music: Gravitation Soundtrack
Well, this is my first livejournal entry and I plan on posting here talking about my experiences writing my story and my senior year of highschool. It's my first time doing a online journal thing and I hope it works out okay.

I know that most people who read this are either going to be my friends or readers of my story so, well, not sure what to say. I'll let readers of RotNM know that the second chapter is coming along, albeit a bit slowly, but I'm slowly churning it out. I really need to buckle down and get it finished as it is a good chapter. Well, that's it for today.
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emerald1